> Shrouded in darkness;
Here's a story of a boy,
Living in a black and white world,
Maybe a secret crush,
On an ordinary girl like no other.

I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I stare,
But you don't even realise,
Are you pretending to be nice?

But I want you to know,
If you ever lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my dressing style,
Will you notice me?

If I acted more normal,
If I talked more to you,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

ŇìcħølâS aka Wei Yong
17+
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Taurus mooo.
Meridian JC
09S114
Smile for me =PP

DESIRESY
Doraemon & Red bean buns Fun-filled life Definitely my friends to stay with me The ORIGINAL 09S114 FOREVER. My other half ;X

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friend. friend.

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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
11:23 PM

moved to nicraemon.livejournal.com :D

i love your smile :)

Friday, April 16, 2010
11:48 PM

tmdknnbccb. fuck miss syringe.
B for fuckin PW. not happy we dont like ur suggestions is it
then we go consult other pw teachers not happy
and wtf srjc 81% A. nb -.-
sajc say we cheat cheat cheat then complain much to MOE
then still noob, 150 out of 800 As. still got 150+ Cs somemore.
its just sooooo fucked up to lose 1.25 points like that for nth.
there goes mjc off top 5 cause tjc alr has 82% securing free 10 points.

i love your smile :)

Sunday, April 11, 2010
11:36 PM

alrightts!! time to update after a long break.
so march block tests results are all out.. and hahaha
S UUUU and S is for GP :D looll. like shit i know.
nvms, there's midyears to come! ^^

yesterday was ahma's birthday so my parents ordered
buffet for dinner to be held at my house :DD
food was definitely nice, but seeing cousins again,
that feeling was better than eating good food.
its like we're somewhat getting closer this year? idk.
but prolly cause we have more opportunities or sth.
CNY > cousin's wedding > ahma's bday > ahgong's bday soon!
can see them again! hahaha.
then again, i had that feeling of wanting an older sister
at least its like someone u can share things with
and care for you when ur not really close to ur parents.
but again, i'll reflect bout what a shitty brother i am to my younger sis.
sighhh..

today went out with jingkai, nelson, don, choonzhe, cheeyang & melvin
4SA gathering hahaha, after like so freaking long.
been ages seen i saw some of them (other than facebook)
but we're still the same! lame & sick. loool.
it was at vivooo. steamboat buffet for dinnerrrr.
quite shiok actually, cause can spam beef and squid.
of course got other stuffs lah, like shark fin soup LOL.
even though im not in sajc, but i can still like somewhat
understand what they're crapping about.
lots of bs happening but at the same time fun.
yupp i just can't wait for A levels to end, then we can have
all the time to ourselves to do anything we want.
catch up with friends, play, go out and slack ALL we want.

i love your smile :)

Friday, April 2, 2010
1:33 AM

wheeees. end of the week thanks to good friday ^^
initially planned to have dinner then go catch a movie
- clash of the titans. but duhhh, 1st day release.
soo... kinda expected the tickets to be like sold out completely
ended up not watching any movie >.>
had BBQ chicken for dinner! first time! :D
quite nice actually, just that the serving size kinda small :\
the fries also niceee. ;D
then after finishing dinner at like 9.40?? we went to
D'Marquee outside there to slackkk.
kinda talked alot, then even shared views on religion! hahah
weird topic but kinda stirred up alot different ideals.

then went home cause we thought that it was quite late alr.
thankfully got charis' dad to fetch us to hougang interchange
where i took a cab home. or else gg, reach home dam late >.<
so yup at home noww.. prolly gonna spend tmr watching
downloaded movies ;X

i've already found back my motivation to study.
gonna start this weekend. 529.

i love your smile :)

Monday, March 29, 2010
10:06 PM

oh nooos. back to school again D:
receiving back somee papers >.>
terribleeeeeeee luhh. kinda expected though.
it's like we already planned to jump into the "hole" ourselves
i just hope that nobody takes it that hard.
there's still time to quickly rectify things hahha
like what tutors used to say, quickly rectify ur misconceptions.
lunch at 12.05pm spent at lounge napping ^^
quite shiookk sia but made my eyes really red ><
then got an sms that our GP tutor not coming, so no GP!!
yesss 2 period earlier releaseee :p
slacked in school for awhile before heading to ehub for lunch!
ate at some noodle store near the taiwan shop and BBQ chicken.
not bad actually, just a bit too spicy for tom yam lol!
then went scouting for bags with adelyn and gerry at tamp
so little bags luh! nothing to see one.
in the end gerry still probably decided to get the one at ehub haha!
rained real heavily when we were parting ways.
made my bus trip seem so long, letting me nap quite abit too
yup still in a nua mood, can't really start studying for MYE yet.

i love your smile :)

Saturday, March 27, 2010
1:48 AM

wooo. before my blog collects dust and cobwebs..
march block tests ended!! yesssss temporary freedom!
:DDDDDDDD then yesterday,
we already planned to BLADE AND CYCLE
but stoooopid rain, rained so heavily for dam long too.
so ended up watching how to train your dragon
hahaha. still rmb how me and EL used to watch
the movie's trailer last year on the laptops when
we were working hahaha. still got once,
one of the permanent staff and us say, aiya today
cfm no ppl one, so lets slack, watch movie.
we used the2999$ lappy and watch, woaaa
the graphics dam nice hahahha.
i think we watched G.I.Joe and some game's
inbetween trailers.
thats when i saw the ps3 FFXIII game trailerrr
the superrrrrrrr zai graphics ^^

before movie lunch was at Just Acia,
EHUB one SUCKSSSSSSSSS,
not like the one at marina squareee.
got that ice-cream machine that has icecream
that tastes like last time 7-11's softie.
the movie was quite funny and cute.
the dragon hahaha.
i still rmb that the dragon suddenly fly up that part
i chua tio, actually JUMPED on my seat loool.
EL was like nice one, i saw that.
i think before the movie me and EL sat that
$6 "rollercoaster ride" the fake fake one.
then when start right i was like
EH WHY THIS MACHINE NVR MOVE ONE.
THEN IT MOVED RIGHT, MAKE US SLANTED
THEN STOP AGAIN. THEN IS THE STUPID
SEATBELT LOOSE, SO MUST HOLD IT.
by the time gg half the ride gone alr.
scam money luh. thats when after the movie
EL realised he lost his keys, then we checked that
thingy to find his keys on the seats there.
SO POWER SIA THAT THING, didnt know it
actually moved that much to make keys drop from pocket
cause cause, keys ma, got the grooves to grip like that.

TODAY I WOKE UP AT FREAKING 5.40PM
AND WHEN I LOOKED AT MY PHONE'S TIME
I FLEWWWW INTO RAGEEEEEEEE. HAHAHA.
I WAS LIKE IMMEDIATELY WTF OUT LOUD.
cos i had things to do and couldn't doooooooo argh.
thats like 14 hours 40 mins of sleep. was i that tired?
ok maybe it was cause i didnt sleep much during
the march block test week. esp for econs and bio paperr
left for tamp to buy red vans shoe as present for someone.
so nothinggggggg much to blog today :(
cause the rest is a secret :)

i love your smile :)

Monday, March 22, 2010
6:45 PM

GG.
I feel that i'm gonna walk into the exam hall
super unprepared.
especially with bio, topics from J1 till now.
wth. i think thats like 8 large chapters?
at least chemistry and econs been taken care of.
maths? heh, screwed up thanks to ____

i love your smile :)

Sunday, March 21, 2010
11:34 PM

some quotessss.. :D

People who love each other end up reuniting.
No matter how far apart they are,
they will reunite in the end.
Love is something that returns.

I only know that the first time is accidental,
the second time is inevitable,
and the third time is by fate…”

There are two types of regret in this world.
One is losing the person you love.
The other is seeing your beloved lose happiness

Besides, I’ll be waiting for you to come back…
waiting for you to come back into my life.
If our lives were a game of monopoly,
no matter how many times you restart it,
the outcome should be the same
because you are my destiny.

Towards the past or the present,
I can’t be sure…
but one thing that I can be sure of is that I like you

I hope that the life you will live won’t be too much to handle.
And that you will be happy

Now that I’m alone,
I can truly understand how you felt when your heart was cold.
How lonely you must have been.
The heartache you must have felt.
Why didn’t I embrace you with more warmth then?

yupss if you've been a big fan of dramaass,
they're all from different ones..
each with a different meaning behind it.
i like the first, the middle & the last ones,
that's why they're placed at their positions.
i think last minute cramming things into my head is
driving me nutsss but nevertheless,
all these were worth giving a thought about.
esp the mistakes i made in the past..
what was i thinking back then?
sometimes sorry isn't good enough but
forgiveness is like the fragrance a flower gives
when they are crushed, don't you think so too? :)

i love your smile :)

Saturday, March 20, 2010
4:01 AM

loved today's dinner at manpuku (is that how u spell?)
at TampOne today with 114 peeeople. ;D
for once i agreed that the setting was great hahhaa.
afterall, sitting under sakura trees to eat as one family ;X
and of course,
seeing everybody's faces again after 3 days plus ;)
though we know the prices there are likeeee scam $$ one
but its alright!!
especially the chocolate honey toast that costed $6
gone in like what, under 1 min? hahhaha. poor chels :)
abit of camwhoring and eating icecream.
im going to be sick of eating icecream for awhile now >.>
kokokrunch's the best, haven't grown tired of it yet =pp

2 days to MBTs.
already kinda gave up on bio,
totally zero interest in that subject already.
plus having such a subject tutor.. doesn't help :)
probably relying more on chem and econs now
to save my ass in this MBT killer week heh.
sleep timeeee. finished autumn's concerto ep 15.
ren guang xi so evil now haisss.
but i like his attitude still LOL. ^^

i love your smile :)

Thursday, March 18, 2010
2:29 AM

heh.. just started watching autumn's concerto.
like 4 episodes into it already and i can like
guess how the whole story is going to flow like
sooo cliche to me but yet so touching T___T
5 also probably feeels the same way ;D
damnnnnn distracted man and MBT's like
in 4 days?? gaaahhh.

sleeep timeee. AC's gonna keep me
more distracted >.>

i love your smile :)

Monday, March 15, 2010
3:36 PM

made me miss lunch.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_

knnbccb boji lanpa kumlan
fuck off and burn

i love your smile :)

Sunday, March 14, 2010
11:49 PM


wheeees. FFXIII and lightning^ is like stuck in my head.
can't wait to play the game on ps3 itself after A's.
it's 1 of the motivations to keep me going ^^

watched alice 3D on friday night with 4 others.
adelyn yulin justin and gerry hahaa.
damn pathetic turn up i know, but we all enjoyed it!
simple story yet wonderful showww ;D
used to be like afraid of that madhatter and the cat
with the big big grin. had that kind of impression
since young, then didn't bothered to relook into it again
but watching the movie.. hahahaha changed my perspective.
took neoprints with them after that HAHA.
probably the 2nd time im doing this >.>
obviously had to cab home since we started going home
@ like 12.30 i think. but the taxi driver zaiiiii.
was like driving at 140 constant most of the time.
scary turns and all, made me put on seat belt ._.
slept at like 4 i think, woke at 5pm on sat!! wth.
most of my day is like GONE already.
so saturday probably didnt expect to do much.

today!! woke at 12. at least not so bad lah.
distracted much from ffxiii and constant tempting
from NICHOLAS. (not me, my friend)
sigh.. just a few more hours to GP papers..
sooo fast huh. just a few more months to A's.
gotta hang in there :)

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
10:37 PM

yessssssss. 1 more day till friday
which is a holidayyy :DDD
thanks to the wonderful, power packed seniors
for getting nice A level results! :)

siaaaan, daily school routine is getting..
boring by the day, even though its been like this
since forever hahhaa.
and march block test is coming right up!!
next mon is GP already..! damnnnn. so fast =\\

had like some retarded current affairs competition
that we have to be audience for.
like who wants to be a millionaire-fashion.
and duh, obviously best class 09s111 win.
don't win no face liao. but the gap is just by 1 point.
& speaking of who wants to be a millionaire,
watched slumdog millionaire with adelyn, aaron and yulin
in library hahaha. was quite interesting lah.
I LIKED THE ENDING, WHEN THEY DID THE
BOLLYWOOD DANCING DURING THE CREDITS! HAAHA.
like what aaron say, dam good way to make ppl watch credits!
then the word 'destiny' keep coming up.
like this main character keeps saying to the girl since
both of them were young till the ending,
my destiny is you. ya right, never happens in real world.

changed blog music cause everyone is probably sick of it
its was my fav song for a period of time hahaha.
the singer that changed my perspective of country songs :)

i love your smile :)

Saturday, March 6, 2010
1:40 AM

today is... FRIDAY.
shortest day ever, but still..
i can sleeep in econs lec cause its so boringgg
with that teacher going thru the econs test.
then then.. ended early at 12.05
but actually end at 11.15 for us cause our
econs teacher never comeeeeeeee! :D
then we play pepsi-cola, the step on shoe that gamee
and scissors paper stone slapping hand game and
the take 1 step back then the other keep stretching leg one
hahahaa. dam bo liao lah. we like no childhood hahah


went to white sands to eat.
basically almost ALL the places we want to eat FULL.
then when we went to KFC, got another group of
friends that just finished, so we can take their seats ;D
not filling one luh, cause i shared with 2 friends
3 pcs chicken meal hahahhaa.
so i decided to buy YA KUN KAYA TOAST!
OMG.. first time eat hahaha, and i can't stop saying
"DAM NICEEE" hahaha.
and of cos must take pic lah, first time leh.
seeeee the packaging so nice somemore.
better than those transparent plastic bags they put
your toast in when you buy frm kopitiam.
HAHAHA.



MJC did dam well siaaaa.. STRESSS!
its like improving every single year but this year's batch
improvement like dam freaking biggg.
and SIAN. D for chinese gahhh.
but at least it's over lah, not going to help thinking bout it.
rather than retaking or what,
focusing on the others now so that can do the same
as the seniors in their results seems more important now
knowing that term 2 will be much more hionggggggg!
so.. jiayou all ;)


forever my fav quote.

不管到哪里都可以。
因为只要有你的那一站,
就是幸福的。

CREDITS BIG BIG TO JASMINE FOR IT.

i love your smile :)

Thursday, March 4, 2010
9:32 PM

yessssssss... 1 more day to weekends! ;D
road race on sat, then class outing~!
looking forward to it hahaha. ^^
chem test todayyy was... sian.
i forgot the whole carbonyl chapter lahhh.
sian, i think it tested alot on that chap.

i didn't know today got milo truck arriving!!
wth. plus my class' recess is like the latest
among all the classes.
so there's like damn little milo left.
and health & fitness club giving out free apples ;DD
it's been damn long since we all took an apple each
then sat down at the side of the canteen where
we took a picture eating apples together.
but then its not the whole class anymore =((




AND IDIOT JUNASON AND AARON KEEP POKING ME
TODAY. FUNNNEH IS IT HUH. I KNOW REVENGE LAH
BUT NO NEED SO CRUEL RIGHTTTT.
NOT FAIR TO GANGBANG.

ok nothing to blog alr. today is my resting day
can sleep like.. NOW =)))

i know it's awkward...
it's equally hard for me to face you,
but i still wished to be able to talk to you
like any other 114 friend..

i love your smile :)

Monday, March 1, 2010
10:12 PM

wahahaha, wth.
bio test today got postponed again to tmr,
because half of the cohort got alternate pages printed
instead of the full 9 pages. then cannot do.
all the questions they have either missing qns or
missing extract/source. hahhaha.
those ppl who studied like shit for last week and today
but got postponed sure wtf one hahahaha.

no recess today.. means.. 6 periods till lunch gahhh
heng today gerry for bring bengawan solo CNY cookies.
full tin somemore, almond cookie i think. dam niceee.
i swear, i keep hearing make-up lessons like dam frequent
tmr got GP and maths make-up lessons after school .__.
retardeddddd ttm.
then next mon and tues got econs and maths again.
siiiiaaaaan lah. idioticccc.
i think if its just 114, the pace will be so much faster.
don't need these crap makeups. ;\\

enjoying my kokokrunch with MAGNOLIA fresh milk
hahaha. expensive leh.
500ml magnolia = 1 litre HL milk hahaha.
but i like HL choc milk. strawberry abit urkk hahaha.

i love your smile :)

2:04 AM

so what now..?
i guess i'll find out myself
there's still time to turn around
back to the beginning

i love your smile :)

Sunday, February 28, 2010
12:14 AM


wheeeezxzx. kites!
when you look at the sky @ sengkang's gigantic field
you'll always see it filled with kites like after 4pm ;D
emma and i have always wanted to fly a kite..
..with someone special ^^

woke up like suppper late today lahh.
like 3.15pm i think.
its almost like make-up sleep for the week!
so i can't really blog much cause..
i only had less than half a day to do anything! hahahh.
oh oh! i know!
i bought 2 boxes of kokokrunch &
2 large magnolia fresh milk.
hehehh *grin* jealousss anotttt.
ok i think thats all lol.

i love your smile :)

Saturday, February 27, 2010
1:45 AM

CNY's OVER... in 2 days time hahaha.
still haven't do the loh hei thing with my class.
don't know still plan to anot hahaha, maybe.
aye this week is like dam boring luh, and
i think we suddenly became dam hardworking.
staying back in school ever since after CNY hols,
we've been staying till around 8.
and ever since i've never reached home earlier than 9!!
hahaha. sian. and by the time i reach home,
bathe, eat and slack abit..
NO TIME TO DO ANYTHINGZXZX ANYMORE.
can just finish homework then chat a lil,
then have to go to bed! ;(

3 cheers for FIRE DRILL on thurs hahahha.
took up like freaking 1 hour+. then several classes
missed their recess, so they made the next period recess
then lessons would resume from 1025am.
meaning.. no more bio period for test hahahaa. SKIP!
more time to study aha.

oh ya, theres this new vending machine in school
that sells toasted sandwiches, chicken kebab or macaroni
crap i dont know how to spell =\\
its like $2 / $2.50 or $4 for both. not bad business leh
hahaha, got ppl like me to buy.
but i think the chicken kebab one is nice ;D

ooohhh ya, i have this sudden craving for buffetttt.
i don't know why, but i hope that my class is going
after road race next sat to the one @ ehub heh.
jap buffet @ $22 i think. if not we can always go to
SEOUL GARDEN and eat a cow + a plot of land.
= spam beef since it cooks so fast in the pot of soup
and veg - the xiao bai cai hahaha.

oh and i heart jas for intro-ing me damn alot of chinese songs
hahaa, its been ages since i was watching chinese song MVs
on youtube and just listening n listening on.
we are lame but awesome ;D
i scared police catch me for dling so many LOLZXZX. ;X

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Sunday, February 21, 2010
6:23 PM

so many things happened since i last blogged.
j1 orientation'2010 fun, tiring & wild.
CCA trials, CNY & valentine's celebration in school,
CNY itself, CNY 114 gathering and REACH day.
i kinda made some awesome j1 friends from my OG
& my sister found her place in mjc, joined guitar.

the school cny celebration was more of
valentine/friendship day haha.. everyone giving
& receiving flowers. roses, gerberas, sunflowers.
not to mention some self-made muffins, brownies
and of cos everyone spammed chocolates as well hahaha.
then we, 114, went shopping at orchard hahaa.
i think only the girls shopped luh, the guys just slack.

then CNY came. first day visiting! left house at 9.10am
and i tell you, the roads totally no car one loh.
all celebrate countdown until oversleep. but good for us,
can just visit our places without any traffic jams.
1st place, tampines > bedok > bukit panjang > serangoon
then back home! :DD
my home's HQ, cause my ahma ahgong stay with me,
so i took the chance to take a nap in the afternoon..
didn't expect everyone to be at my house already when i woke
quickly went to take out my contacts, rinse then put back
then 1 by 1 go happy new year & shake hand hahaha.
so paiseh lah, 10 families sia. plus each of my uncles has
at least 2 children each. >.> so many ppl.
my maid and mum had to cook for that many ppl hahhaa.
catch up abit, actually im like talking to the same cousins
each CNY, the rest of them i hardly know or talk to them :\\

2nd day CNY, nothing to do man! bored at home.
then emmanuel and i went gym to run,
practice for road race x.x
went home for dinner, when my mum's side cousins came over
2nd time my mum and maid had to cook for like 7 families.
after drinking red wine and slacking awhile, they went home.
i went over to emma's house to drink beeeer hahaha.
dam ku -.-, but sian, just drink. slacked by the pool till
11.45pm then went home.

3rd day, 114's gathering! picnic was kinda fail hahaha.
brought along pasta, small hotdogs and fish nuggets then
i was thinking, so little ppl turning up for picnic,
better call those that are coming not to bring anymore food.
scared cannot finish cause later on got steamboat LOL.
then instead of the original plan to go marina barrage,
we went to vivo rooftop, that sheltered area with seats.
eat, play ban luck with small bets hahhaa. quite addictive luh
then we left the place at 7.10 to bugis, to meet up with
the rest of 114 for steamboat! sat edward's lorry to tamp.
haha first time, the rest also first time. fun.
i think this post dam long alr, so i should stop here hahaha.
back to homeworking


things are pretty awkward between us..
i have said and done all i could, & tried my best.
although i more or less know your answer already,
but i would like to hear it from you yourself..
i don't wish for us to be like this for long, even if it
doesn't turns out right. i still wish for us to remain as friends
like before.

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Sunday, January 31, 2010
4:01 AM

J1s in the house now!
finally the period where i start missing classes
and will lack behind like mad..
but at least, can make some friends and have some
fun before the real hell begins ;D
and yup my sis is also in. sorry to those that haven't
gotten to see her yet, like hardly any chance haha
sooner or later will get to see!
but she will paiseh also lah, and i also may feel
awkward in a way hahahhaa.
nothing much really happened on fri,
just that i came to meet 2 jokers, one from PRCS
another from st. gabriel.
keep kaciau-ing me when everyone learning mass dance
but thats better than them keeping to themselves right!
so many of them keep quiet one, but i also
got no right to comment on that cause i was the same
for the first few days before orientation LOL.
but i hope i'll get a class that will be quite high lah.
like my 114 people ;DD

cause being in 114 was the best thing to ever happened
in my life, and also in their life too right!
i miss our orientation, events that we participated tgt in,
my first CIP with gwen emmanuel yulin james,
the PW times, the studying times hahah all that
fond memories won't go away ;)
at least we all know that we're tgt in this jc hell life
doing homework till late, mugging for tests and all.
going to chiong dam hard after orientation :)

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Sunday, January 24, 2010
9:34 PM

heh.. nothing much to blog about except
that i had dinner out to celebrate my
mother's side ahma's bday :D
see all my cousins change also haha.
started to listen to my old ryan cabrera songs
again..and i still like this!! cos its true.
Ryan Cabrera - True ;DDD



I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

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Friday, January 22, 2010
9:12 PM

wooo weekends again.
so close to to j1s entering school and..
orientation! damn, going to miss alot of
lectures and be dam shagged
after everything ends.. 62359
still need to do tutorials and all!
today machiam reflection day for me.
keep thinking about past events, esp times
with 09s114.
life is never the same man in 420 lol..
i just hope we will continue hanging out tgt
even after As hahah, 46
with less interaction time tgt now. *Sigh*
at least i got a certain motivation now =PP
and with our new class identity that we
all hung on our bags ---- yoshii from mario!
hhaah dam cute sia. 5683
today's been fun w/ 8.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
11:02 PM




hahaha. this song = my mood currently ;X
OK, due to feedbacks, i will use only bright colours lol
when with the girls to tampines today after ending
dam early like 1.45 today. even tho i look SIAN,
im not. xi guan already, plus quite entertaining hahah.
then saw leon's mum when we at some bread shop.
then ate at the steps outside the Meat Pao shop outside there,
got stairs up one you know? lol who i talking to sia.
after that when back in to look for class identity.
in the end found that super mario's YOSHI.
maybe abit weird cause only got yellow black red and pink.
like where's the original green sia o.O"
when back to sch for OGL meeting, basically they should
just summarise lah. no need say so much.
not much happened today sia, not much opp. to look also haha
except that leon finished like half my new impact PEACH sweet
in 1 friggin maths lecture. sms sms sms like machine sia.
k enjoy this dam old song on that i just changed on my blog. ;D

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Monday, January 18, 2010
12:11 AM

heeeeh, a quite eventful week.



a video of our house dance! haha, spot me mannn..!
on the stage to the right somewhere. hahaha.
studied out today at coffeebean, damn nostalgic.
it's the place where i used to go before O levels in sec 4
soon soon, the stupid bras basah mrt circle line will open
which is just directly infront of the coffeebean ! woot.
but walao eh, waste my money.
the mucho mango was a scam sia.
sweet talk better LOL.
plus cheaper by 1/7 the price!!
dinner was at Astons.. wooo the place that everyone Qs
up for like 1 hour to get seated -.-
heng we arrive at such great timing, took like 15 mins
to get seated ;D black pepper steak. and again,
the question that i always have problem answering.
how well do you want your steak.
kns, was about to say like what, 70%? LOL
then emma just told me to say medium. k lah it was nice.
school week starts againnnn.. bleh.
time to sleep hahaha, rushed this post somewhat ;S

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
11:10 PM

had a blast today! damn fun haha
didnt know open house was this fun ;D
one of the few times left to playyyy
just before we mug mug mug x.x
interhouse mass dance was fun but too bad
didn't get to dance a part of the song >.>"
eyy just kept laughing with adelyn on stage
best way to keep ourself not nervous & smile LOL

after which we went to white sands agaiiinnn
to eat @ kopitiam. cause its mx's bday ^^
too bad we all poor poor now or else can eat
nicer food =\\ 458
but what was important rather, was the company ;)
for all i know, if sth was to happen to any of us,
4 the whole gang will be there for that person
through thick & thin, hot & cold, day & 9 hahahah!
timeeee to chiong hw!! 36

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, January 12, 2010
11:08 PM

sian day. well not really haha.
tried the new western food stall in sch
not bad lah, average haha.
but dam bastard, jap and western food stall
same family owning it. wth lah, never share.
then carried canteen tables n chairs for
open house prep. why now again?
house dance practice.
slack slack and talk then go home haha.
must be dam tired sia, i slept on the bus
all the way to the interchange -.-

right... haven't really started my engine to start mugging
still haven't gotten over 114 splitting. zzz. sucks
like it so much when we hang out and slack tgt.
haiissss. just when i wanted to pull away
you pulled me back.

TIME TO SLEEEEP ;D

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Monday, January 11, 2010
10:34 PM

ALRIGHT!! NEW YEAR.
BACK TO SCHOOL. NEW CLASS.
SO.. A NEW BLOG LAYOUT AND
MORE DEDICATION TO BLOG.
since there's nothing much more to do this yr
other than mugging for As that's fast approaching.
the blog layout may be a little girlish,
but it'a the best i could find to express myself
at this point of time ;PP hint hint haha.
Alright back to 22 in new class again but this time,
19 girls. haha dam sad. later kena left out ;((
nah lah, won't happen right!! haha.

my sis received her O's results today.
she got 12 bleh, can't really go anywhere even with
the minus 2 points. most probably NYJC or MJC hahah.
she put NYJC as first choice though, for convenience.

can't wait for CNY to come though!!
our very own class tuan yuan fan, exciting sia.
my first time =X
alright ben shao ye need to sleep alr. night!

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
1:38 AM

shaggged ttm..!
can still feel my shoulders & legs aching =\\
but working at the IT fair @ EXPO ..
was quite enjoyable for a new experience ;D
practically talking to customers and spamming all
the specs of the laptops to them hahhaah.
had to stand for damn long too ><
11am to about 9.30-10pm sighhh..
but this just shows that money doesn't come in easily ^^
hai..this vacation is distancing me from .. even further
so.. today is like some sleep recovery day hahaha.
EL came to my house today o.o
woke me up by calling my phone x.x
then went down to fetch him with my retarded
just-wake-up hair hhahah.
but got nth in my house one lah.
just piano & keyboard. 2 comps & 2 laptops.
newly bought 42 inch tv in living room LOL.
and super salty chicken wings for lunch HAHA.
those feelings that i'd.. are they still inside me..?
so basically for the rest of the day..
i'm only nua-ing and dozing off here n there
will change blogskin tmr due to many complains.
<3 my immortal, the current bgm on my blog ^^
one of the songs that just brings me memories of
when i'm still at p5/6 reading fantasy books hahahaha.
so carefree & relaxed. didn't even care about PSLE then :O
if they were.. wouldn't i be hurting right now..?
alright time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. gg to sch tmr morn.
for bball & maybe squash? :D

i love your smile :)

Monday, November 16, 2009
3:16 PM

woot. sleeping more than 12 hours a day
is gheyyy :\\
sleep so much like quiteee useless leh.
cause i'll feel even more tired somehow >_>"

yup yup, new blogskin and new song.
nice right? hahaha.
the song lyrics even nicer although its a damn old one.
S Club 7 - I never had a dream come true.
even this band i've never heard of before o.o
gotta change the tagboard colour man
coz it seriously don't fit in D;
gonna watch movie with s114 classmates later!!
haha. i think everyone's feeling the same way now.
cherishing every moment we spent together
sharing the smiles and laughter
& some stupid moments =X
alright gonna go bathe and prepare to go alr ;DD

YULN UR TURN TO BLOG LAH.
lol

i love your smile :)

Friday, November 13, 2009
1:48 AM

WOO. tired ttm.
woke up at 8.15 am, rushed to change
went to friend's house to pass him 1 badminton racket
then started to go to EMMANUEL's condo to..
SWIM ;D
but retarded lah. cannot sun tan CAUSE the sun
blocked by some freaking big cloud.
damn selfish sia, keep the sun to itself =((
in the end just sit on the chair there n relax.
haven't gotten over it.
after that went to his house to bathe.
wa not bad sia, quite cosy the house hahahah.
then then, we took a bus to tamppp to join the rest
of the class for badminton =D
as usual lah, play like some joker haha.
then bathed after that for the SECOND time lolol.
neither do i want to let go of it.
we went to TM's kopitiam to eat.
walked round and still couldn't decide then just
settled for some crappy fried chicken chop + rice + soup.
dessert - soursop. not really nice lah.
i think i can make better sia. =X
then that yulin so inconsiderate, shoot the soursop seeds
all over the place with her pathetic aiming.
seriously sympathise with the old aunty that was
clearing our dishes. =(
just silently suffering whenever i'm alone..
and yep, damn tired that i fell asleep on the 1 hour bus ride
home.. then once i reached home > showered
and then K.O. on my bed ._. until like 8.40 i think.
JUST FINISHED I AND R. FINALLY TMR, THE LAST DAY
I'LL EVER SEE PW IN MY FACE =DDD
TIME FOR BED NOWWW.
where's my doraemon & time-machine when i really need them..?

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
8:43 PM

hahaha. BBQ + stayover at classmate's condo ;D
fun as always whenever 114 comes tgt =]]
more of such gatherings to come in dec yaaaa!?

oohh ya, i live up to my reputation as zhu wang sia.
i mean what's new :pp but never sleep until 12 hours leh
and i wasn't the first one to zZz. ;X
if only the movies we watched were more THRILLING,
ACTION-PACKED etc etc, i won't sleep de hahahha.
Awwww.. after BBQ didn't get to soak in pool =\\
oh wells got next time still.
argh my phone is like going to die soon AND ..
i left my charger at the house -.-
so much for a jay chou emo songs night hahah.
i lost a part of the confidence that i once had

AND AND monopoly was fun ;X dam long never playyy
but time srsly flies past toooo fast when
we're really, really enjoying ourselves.
soo many things that we want to do but due to certain
limitations like cannot tahan through the night ;pp
wished it didn't even happen so i could talk to you like before

oh wells, time to go slack ;D more chalets plsssssss D;
don't shut your doors on me just yet

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009
11:59 PM

i'm sorry.

i love your smile :)

Saturday, October 31, 2009
12:13 AM

meowwwww.
PW really irritates sometimes =pp
srsly no talent for presenting >.>

however i'm really really enjoying being in this class
and already am so comfortable that i don't
want to meet new friends anymore
in a separate class in j2. =((
so bonded yet we're gonna be ripped apart
just like that.
heaving a million sighs each time i think about it
SHINGZ man. aaaaah.
i'm also so tempted to try for retaining 4h2s
yet i know i just wanna get those easy As
and ignore bio. ._.
OGL groupings up>> didn't really ended up
where i wanted to be ;(
gonna be a busy busy week in preparation for chinese,
OP, I&R, and proposals for orientation2010 !

it's been awhile since i took a liking.
i like the way she poses with 1 arm folded

i like the way she speaks, somehow always entertaining me

i like the way she carries herself, ever mature

i like the way she pays close attention, in whatever she does

i like the way she laughs, sometimes tilting her head

& shrugging her shoulders at the same time
i like the way she turns off justin with his randomness

with the shingz(whatever) look & rolling of eyes ;p

i like so many other things that i don't wanna list

when can this liking ever turn into love. ;\

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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
1:12 AM

d o n ' t    g i v e    u p !
no matter how demoralising
how discouraged
keep trying & trying
'cos we'll be waiting for one another ((:





we're all already so comfortable like this together
why can't we stay like this & graduate together..?
don't break into pieces yet

i love your smile :)

Saturday, October 17, 2009
12:58 AM

received all my results alr. 
srsly frustrated that my chem is a stupid 41
when i forked out so much time to chiong 
sacrificing time to study for econs and bio which
got Us. nice -_-
so where does sadness come in?
it's when i think about what happens to the class
after promotional results are released.
will the class be split up or still stay the same?
even tho it's barely a year, but everyone has this same
strong urge to want to stay tgt as 09s114.
dream shattering, heartbreaking and emotion stirring week
>.>" 
seriously, i want the whole 09s114 to promote together
everyone's already picking themselves up, putting on
fake strong fronts when they really need comforting inside 
but this is all we can do,
staying strong and pray hard for the best =\\

still! we have to try to forget what's already been done
and shift our focus to PW. Screw pw luhh, always
comes at the wrong time.
this time, really tight for time with so much to prepare
sigh..





every time i try to fly, i fall
without my wings i feel so small
now looking back i wish i could rewind

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Monday, October 12, 2009
9:55 PM

Zzzz. GP 49%. 
ok lah, wasn't expecting to score high
since i had that dead sure feeling that i screwed up
my paper 1. 
of all questions, i chose science & tech with crime. -_-
plus didn't use the style i always used - SV,OV,rebuttal
instead used the crappy 5 body paragraphs thing. gah
surprisingly still got a 26 out of 50 D:
better than my paper 2 which i found myself making stupid
mistakes and getting 23 -.-
how bout econs? saw econs teacher walking past 
and the whole class gathered around to ask for marks.
saw the sheet of paper with a string of Us near the lower half
.. already know gg, got 39.2%!! wth! 0.8% to my subpass!!
sighh, today like dam demoralising, seeing the chem
answers that the lecturers went through as well.
and almost a waste of time >.> afterall so many free periods.
just pray that the other subjects can meet the critera ><




i kinda like her, 
but i lost how it's like to love someone
probably got erased from my memory after
trying so hard previous times in the past..

i love your smile :)

Saturday, October 10, 2009
7:48 PM

woooo. class chalet was fun ;D
but too bad had stupid PW lecture on wed
morning or else can rest up abit and
maybe prepare stuffs for chalet. 
heng tues was holiday ;X slack much hahah.
the bbq food didn't reallyyy.. taste that good
but ok lah, got the atmosphere can already haha
managed to stay awake only until like 3-4? 
then ppl start KO-ing one by one on the floor >.>

2nd day rented our bikes for our night cycling later on
^^ wa, 2nd time cycling took awhile to adjust first.
went down a slope that time i hesitated to break
and i not enough skilzzz to change direction..
so.. banged into some guy. luckily he strong sia. 
he stopped my whole weight with the bike using 1 hand ;O
had dinner and rested awhile @ the chalet before 
heading out =]] 
the starting was terrible ahahaa, struggle like mad
to cycle properly but still managed to 'keep up' hahah.
cycle to bedok reservoir then rest at some place, idk whats
it called. everyone started to lie on the somewhat clean
wooden planked floor and sleep hahah. except for 4 jokers
including me cycling around making that bike noise =XX
sorry luhh, ppl 2nd time want to enjoy more hahaha.
after that cycled back then all decided that we should go
shower before going for breakfast, but.... in the end...
me and the 3 guys start to die on the bed. 
i didn't know when 2 of them went downstairs to slp while
the other shifted to the floor and use some sleeping bag haha
just that when i woke up in the middle of my sleep i saw 
all the girls on the bed alr! x.X and i was dammnnn cold
but no blanket or anything, just my jacket so i slept
like in a cross-legged sleeping manner =\
i think i kena zao geng sia LOL. sleep until lidat =\\ 

next morning!! check outtt, return bikes & have lunch before
we disperse for home! :D waaa return home only immediately
shower and die on bed man. and thanks to emmanuel lah,
kns my right index, middle and 4th finger dam pain.
internal bleeding lah, and nerve receptors all die alr.
play swing wan come twist until max then release, halfway
the metal ropes, or whatever its called, of the swing KIAP
my fingers then all come try help pull somemore when releasing
the swing and let me spin would be the fastest way. then cant 
pull slowly turn reverse direction, wa almost faint sia lol.

ok. about today i blog another day =PP this post too long edi.
even tho the chalet wasn't really fantastic, we all enjoyed it yaaa?!
sooooo kkkk dec another oneee..! =))
LETS PROMOTE TOGETHER. 09S114

i love your smile :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009
12:10 AM

sian.. last 2 papers maths & bio
but i'm already slacking ttm. -.-
srsly can't motivate myself to study bio.
bio isn't interesting anymore >.>
so much crazy contents and small details
that i can't be bothered to memorise. 
dooooooooon't retain can already!! omg.

jy.

i love your smile :)

Friday, September 25, 2009
9:34 PM

sighh my hair sucks laaah. so short now -.-
but its all cause i don't wanna be barred
from doing promos. =\
just a few more hours to GP!! ARRGHH.
and i didn't do anything today =X
hope i don't suffer mental block tmrr.
cause i need to think critically for the...
argumentative essay + AQ! x.x
we'll all gonna pass yah yah? ;D and promoteee
toooo j2..!

3rd/4th time eating subway today. 
feel like a joker at ordering what to eat =|
but niceee ahhah. 
-"you eat like small boy leh, your mouth
everywhere also got food" hahaa quoted.

i love your smile :)

Monday, September 21, 2009
7:22 PM

ah fuck. of all days to get sick, a public holiday.
stupid clinics all closed. -.-
the feeling dam sucky lah, plus just now study
at WS's macs super ineffective cause i was feeling
like rubbish then can't really concentrate.
but also cannot concentrate cause got one 
cedar girl not bad looking =XX
don't know where i saw her before though o.o
then yulin bought for me from those herbal tea shop
one luo han guo :DD before she left to meet her friend(s)
thanks alot ;D
ehh, also saw the SC vicepres, not jarvis but the other
with one more SC girl lolol.
damn, i think i'm going to sleep like now. 
faster recovery with more sleep i hope >_>"


just as i was walking home listening to
'come clean' by hilary duff.. the part that went
'let the rain fall down & wake my ..' it poured heavily
-.- totally drenched me. plus i'm not feeling well.
wth. 

i love your smile :)

Saturday, September 19, 2009
8:06 PM

i..... BUAY TAHAN ALREADY LAHH.
walao eh, i cannot take longgg hours of studying -.-
even O levels still can maple through and 
study not more than 3 hours a day ._.
just that srsly scared to retainnn. Rawr.
GP exam next sat...wth. 
haiiishhh. 3 more weeks to tahan!!
5th oct .. then can look forward to the
non-stop fun :DD and chalet too provided it happens 
>.> 

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009
11:46 AM

WAOOO. 15 hours of sleep since yesterday at 8pm.
O.O
must be damnn tired laaa =\\
after school ytd went to find my tjc friend go
study. ate megamcspicy AGAIN, but this type i took
1 hour to eat it LOL.. cause srsly dammm spicy.
bth man. but dam good to study w/ him.
anything dono, can ask him sure know one sia. =pp

ytd was also yoolin's bday.
last min got her 2 things >.>
run ard to find for anything tt is shinny to my eyes
lol. hope she likes it even tho not her li xiang li wu ><

i love your smile :)

Thursday, September 3, 2009
12:17 AM

meh meh chi cao meh. lol randddom 
eyy, sian. can see that everyone is already picking up the pace for promos.
i still feel that i'm really really lacking behind. .__. 
at leastttt.. EOM is cleared :DD  
one less thing to worry about.

aaah dam pek chek. see someeee poly guy wear our
sch's house tee to enter, then sit next to her.
wakaao. nvms, its only the first meeting. i THINK D:
28 days to promos, just like one whole month of Feb.
gaaahh, i can't seem to find that motivation to study bio.
lost the interest for that subject already. -.-
timeee to head for dream land with her inside this time LOL.


to 09s114: 
no matter how hard it seems to press on,
how physically and emotionally tiring,
we'll always be there for one another right. 
if any of you ever needs to let loose feelings,
just go ahead, we'll all understand :))
22 strong still next year!

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
8:19 PM

hahaah. <3 the time spent ytd with sec school friends and
studying tgt with charis today :))
ytd teacher's day celeb in school, nice performance :D
after that went to class and had all our subject tutors come
take pics + pass them gifts.
then spent remaining time playing twister although i
didn't get to play x((
but but but.. hahaha see the 4 girls play dam funny laah.

after that went immediately to my sec/pri school.
met up with sec school guys and chat chat chat :D
a lot to say sia. hahha, plus long time never seeeee.
went with nelson, cheeyang and don to go eat suki sushi buffet :DD
shiokk sia, just spam only. hahahah.
after tt went to tpy where don g2g, then left us 3 go walk ard
toa payoh see see. then bought a t-shirt with cy for 12.50 each :P
then ended up @ lib, after tt me and cy KO sleep, nel continue
playing his tap tap revenge lolol.
woke up like 15-20mins later then cy lost his phone even tho
he used it in the lib before we KO. then got this eye witness came
to us and said that got some 40ish man suspicious, could have taken
then we all split up and search ard tpy since he left onli 5 mins ago..
but then couldn't find. cy went to fill in lost item form in lib and
also POLICE post file report hahaha. funny lahh, cause @ the same time
got these 2 girls came in also and did the same but she lost
ipod touch, ezlink + IC. sad case. then a policeman on the sofa
also picked up a phone call, some person lost wallet LOL.
oh well, hope he managed to get back his phone.

todayy, supposed to be me charis and EMMANUEL study
but his father don't let him out. hais.. sad.
so i went to charis' condo's study room to studyy.
stupid noseee lah, use so many tissues cause forget
on heater this morning to bathe. didn't really dooo much
but having someone to study with - fun.
then took bus to hougang interchange to take mrt home,
the bus ZAI SIA, first time i see inside all pink & purple.
the seats so cool one siaaa. sorry lah if i slow. :\\
i wanted to take pic, so thought it would park at interchange
then didn't alight at the bus stop before interchange.
KENA SCAM! it didn't go in interchange but continue
moving dono where zzzz. then had to walk all the way baack
rawrrr.

tireeedd. i want myye sleep =(( promooos shoooo >=((
nice rainyy weather today though :))

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
10:17 PM

Arrrgghhhh!
can't seem to get her out of my head these 2 days!
sooo damn distracted because of her :pp
is this like a really strong infatuation? o.O
cannot be right? causeeee.. this crush is like really
getting stronger ._. and it's been more than 3 weeks
since i've placed my eyes on her ;X
her birthday also falls on the same day as mineeee! ;D
oh wells, don't have the time to do anything about it either
with promos in..36 days :O

i love your smile :)

Thursday, August 20, 2009
8:17 PM

fgjskjasfjaskfjalsfnkdf tmr bio spa -___="
i don't think i've ever seen a pass for bio spa practices
-.- .. and we're supposed to get good enough so it
won't affect our A level results .. zzz..
it's gonna determine whether i drop bio too :P

todayy got free apples lmao.
first time see ppl bite apple then gum bleed so much
LOL... leon tsk tsk.
slackkk day also :DD PW free period,
chrystal (sth like social science lah.) talk in the hall.
basically just sat there and stone / sleep / stare at my
j1 EC. HAHAH. right in front of me somemore :DD
end of the week tmrr agaaaiin.. wkends..!
but theeeeen, promos in 40 days ._. sighh.
time to do some homework and memorise for
bio spa. >.>

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
10:04 PM

arghh damn it sia. -____-
the moment i thought i shan't give up bio cause
i understand whole of organisation of bacteria and
prokaryotes, suddenly rubbish photosynthesis comes in
and screws me up ._.
rubbish lehh, now still blur about the starting of tt chap.
need to read the super thick textbook again. haiis.

at least econs.. i don't find it that hard to understand,
just need to start memorizing stuffs and learning
the proper essay structure.. always never write 1 point per para,
have thesis / anti-thesis >.>
still contemplating whether to drop h2 bio or h2 econs
-.- .. no point if cannot get reasonable A level results
or somehow i become a genius over a short time and manage
to keep up with all 4 hahahaa, then don't need drop alr.

had a good laugh during lunch break todayy hahahha,
really woke me up from siannnnn mood. ;D

i love your smile :)

Monday, August 17, 2009
1:55 AM

haiiiisss.. so long never post. lazyy + nth much to blog bout.
6 weeks + to promos,
haven't really started mugging like i supposed to be.
i don't think i even know what its like to mug ._.
even O levels was like only do practice in school..
once @ home.. play maple >.> chat on msn blah blah.

but when the promos are coming quick..
don't know why ppl still must call each other muggers -.-
quite retarded leh, its just normal revision or doing
some extra work so got more free time on hand.
everyone wants to get promoted whattt.
sigh.. i think i've seen too much happening because
of midyears. =\\
i'm also considering dropping my h2 bio to h1 to spare
myself 4 periods, no SPA to revise for & no freak content.
chem and maths obviously not an option for me to drop
cause i like them better ^^ econs doesn't seem bad
to me .. just need to keep trying hahaa.

screw summation and mathematical induction lah.
almost nothing is getting into my head.
i think i wan change my body clock as well
go home bathe tan eat tan go slp till 10-11ish.
tan wake up and homework and study.
the atmosphere late into the night feeeeels better ;D

waa.. machiam writing essay already -.-
timeee to flyyy onto my bed & have sugar dreamsss ;)
oh ya, here's something that came to my mind
when i reminisced..




original song below~




i don't know what's wrong man, its just like a continuous cycle
like someone said, fight - peace - fight - peace..
i think the problem lies with me .___.


i love your smile :)

Sunday, August 2, 2009
10:59 PM

waaaa siannnn.. 7 weeks including september hols
to promos..!

yesterday went with dad to parent-teacher meeting
1st slot of the day! ahaha. i think damn lucky to
get the 1st slot sia, cause both teachers still happy happy
then quite friendly with my dad also hahaha.
never really SHOOT me like machine gun =pp
then afternoon after lunch best lahh, i lie down on bed nia
and i fell asleep -______-" with the door closed,
windows slightly opened, no fan/air-con. -.-
wake up like machiam sauna siaaa zzzz.
evening went to beatriz's house for GPP. i think my group
first one to be finished sia.
rushed home with leon and mayxuen catch last bus/train.
zzzzz... my journey 1 hour -.-
but nice to nap on the almost empty bus >.>"

todayyyyy... as per normal on sundaysss..
home-working with emmanuel @ macs
nothing much l0lx.

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
7:14 PM

wth. whatever.
im damn tired of all the bs k.
2 faced freaks.
im already screwed with my results.
don't need more screwing to my life.

understand that ffs.

i love your smile :)

Thursday, July 23, 2009
9:20 PM

aaaaahhh!! wakao.
the chinese listening so gayy, all the 
answers so close to one another.
start so late too -___-" were already in the class
at like 2, then thought gonna start at 2.30 but
the radio played and announced will start at 3
wth. then everyone sleep lolol.

after that went to macs to homework.
gg, totally don't know much about buffer solutions.
slept through all the lectures since last thurs =XX
noooo tmr must see econs tutor for consultation
cause of midyear results too pathetic =\\
sigh. 

ps. SEAWEED SHAKERS' BACK IN MACS =OO




"if anything happens to the 2 of us, just stand your ground"
wow, what a strong phrase said to me. i like it.

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
11:18 PM

mehhh... A level listening tmr!
must score full marks siol.. or else gg.
stupid oral lahh, had to screw my chinese.
passing isn't enough, later A level cert
srsly won't look nice with like 1 D there =((
i more worried that i'll fall asleep for listening
like i always do in class for normal listening practice
=OO

i think i'm screwed for econs as well.
i don't know man, when teacher goes through the
tutorial questions, suddenly everything i know comes
to mind. but when i'm doing it on my own..
i can flip pages forever and not find anything -__-!!
sighh.. lots of catching up to do.

ohh.. something upsettinggggg =((
for my stupid 4 Us, my father not going 
to get me a coach for squash anymore -.-
walaaaao laaahh. wth. i can forever stay stagnant
and not improveeeee alr. damnnn.


i love your smile :)